My Week was a Total Disaster, Confusion and Happiness (Sunday, January 31, 2010 / 2:05 AM)


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All my days was fun for this whole week.
Then, where's the conflict? It was actually on Tuesday and Wednesday. It happened so sudden and I can say. Very randomly... It was a sad one and it just made me extremely angry about myself. I felt so... USELESS and am such a total IDIOTIC FAILURE.
My Mother was like complaining on my piano results as I achieved a 'Pass' instead of a 'Merit'. I always do well for my piano. Well, sort of. I always achieve 'Merits'. Unfortunately, this time round , I had a 'Pass'. Damn. I do admit it was bad but I did try my best to score a 'Merit' again but there's not much time for me to practise the piano for the past few months! Besides, I am not interested in piano in the first place. I would rather learn the guitar or the drums! Now, this. ARGUMENT the whole night on Tuesday... Mom blaming me that I was such a disappointment. Mom blaming me that I didn't practise the piano and more nagging. She even told me that I was stupid as I was not extremely good in my studies either. I couldn't take those nagging and scolding! It was so bitter. It made me upset and that totally lowered my self-esteem. It was because of all those, she grounded me from using my iTouch. I was like, "WHAT? You can't do this to me! My iTouch is precious! It has all my favourite songs that I listen to before going to sleep!"
What else can I do? Argue with her? NO WAY. That will be the dumbest move to make. She will definitely torture you more. So, I gave up and just cried the whole night till there were no more tears that could flow down my cheeks.
The next day, Wednesday, I was so depressed and dejected that I cried in school. I was gloomy for half of the day! Not talking to anyone at all! I felt so ugly that day. But I was happy for those who tried to comfort me and make me happy. Thanks to all my classmates and pals! Love you guys!
After Higher Malay, my Mom fetched me for Piano lesson. We didn't talk at all too. Not until after my Piano lesson. I was the first to approach her and seek forgiveness from her. Well, she forgave me and we hugged each other. It was so touching. At least, we are on good terms back again!
I am happy that our Higher Malay teacher did not teach us for this whole week! She was teaching the Sec Ones so another teacher came in to teach us. Now, I am starting to like our Sec One Higher Malay teacher that this current one.
Enough of all those despairing topics! Let's talk about being JOYFUL for this week in school.
Rasinah and I recomposed the song, 'Tik Tok', by Ke$ha to 'Dik Dok'. LOL. It may sound weird but the song was totally AWESOME and CO_OL! LMAO. We took some time to revamp it but the result was MARVELOUS! Rasinah did loads of changes but I was just the 'extra' in helping her with the big ones. Wanna see it for yourself? Here you go...
Dik DokWake up in the morning feeling like Rachel Lim
Grab my books, I'm out the door
I'm gonna hit GMS
Before I leave, brush my teeth, with Darlie toothpaste
Cuz when I leave for the day, I'm coming back at six
I'm having books on my table
Bangs on my forehead
Teachers blowing up my brains, brains
OMG!
Teachers nagging at us, us
Blasting out so lo- ud
Trying to get a little bit crazy...
Chorus
Please stop, make it short
Teachers blowing our speakers out
Today, I'mma fight, with the teacher all night
DiK DoK, on the clock
But the school doesn't stop no
Whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa
(Repeat)
There was a girl in school who was also my friend
She was wild and crazy but I didn't care
The teachers were lining up
To start of their lectures
She was tired of them
"Too bad! You can't do anything!"
What we students can do, do
Our efforts are of no use, use
Teachers lament on us, us
Oh yeah
Trying to go out on weekends
But we are stuck with homework
But we are stuck with homework
We are stuck with work
(Chorus)
She builds me up
She breaks me down
Rasinah is always witty
My hair messed up
My bag mixed
I scold her
Her heart is broken
Yeah, yeah
(Repeat)
But the class doesn't start till we walk in
Re-composed by Rasinah
Featuring Rachel Lim
© RaRa Productions <--(We call ourselves RaRa because our names starts with 'RA'. Get it? RAchel and RAsinah. Hahaha. Aren't we smart?)
That was re-composed on Thursday. I guess Friday was the best day for me. I had my first POP Vocals lesson in school and we had Drama on that day! I love these two so I truly enjoyed myself.
Man! Tests are starting from next week. Darn it! I can feel the pressure again.
Anyways... This week alone, I will like to thanks all my pals, Li Tong, Rasinah, Rui Lin, Deborah, Ting Ting, Kylie and Kathy, who have made me happy this whole week. Thanks guys!
Signing off from here!